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URG!!! life.... u dont have to read this

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 10:32 PM
sorry ppl i have to say this and get it out of my head... u don't have to read it if u don't want too....... well to start off i have a shit life as im sure a lot of other ppl have shit lives to, but at the moment in going to talk about my shit life... for startes my mum kicked me out of home (im 17) for no reason apart from that she cant handle talking to my dad about the money he pays her rvrey week.... so now im living with my brother and sister in-law and its good... i don't worry about anything... i help out as much as i can but sometimes i forget and then i feel bad.... and then to make everything better one of my best friend that calls me sis all the time just stops texting me, i sent her a lot of textes and nothing back, when i got on msn she would get off, i didn't know what was going on i started to feel like she had left me because since she got a boyfriend she had been hanging out with his friends all the time and ditching me, abnd then i go into a little dark spot for a day or 2 untill my other best friend gets me out of it... 2 weeks after she sent me her last text i senther a text saying how much i was hurt and what i was filling.... i did get a text back latter that day just saying i got ur text..... i asked her y she hadn't talked to me and all she said was sorry i was using my other sim to contact a frien..... i was a little mad at her... i still am she could have at least sent me a text saying that she was uding her other sim and i would have been fine... but she didn't and from the looks of things now.... our relationship isn't the best... dont get me wrong i love her and all but... i don;t know it just seems to me that she has made her choice and that choice wasnt me..... it was her boyfriends friends........


as for now im stressed as hell..... i don't know what im doing at my mums house..... im here to pack.... but there are no boxes and my brothers will be over tomorrow to pick everything up and to take it to her new place..... so i don't know what i should be doing i want to try and help my mum (even knowing she kicked me out) shes still my mum..........im soooo messed up..... i don't know what to do.... and thats not just about this moving thing.. its about my life..... i dont have a clue where im going in my life..... am i going to yr 12? will i stay and live with my bro? will my mum let me back home? do i even want to live with my mum anymore? do i want to move out by myself? what will i do after school?

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  • Current Residence: australia
  • Interests: Music, Reading, Annoying people, pc, writing.
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:iconrose-fire:
so umm why are you invisible?
:iconred14lilli:
im not now

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all i wont is a BIG bear hug........ is that really too much to ask for?
:iconakumaookamirei:
Thank you for the watch, friend.

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"C'era una volta un uomo
Con gli occhi verso la luna
E si chiedeva:
"Verra presto l'amore?"
E che altro esiste
In un cuore gelato?
Tranne il pensiero
Di un assassinio molto silenzioso."


Interlude II: Un Assassinio Molto Silenzioso
~Kamelot
:iconred14lilli:
lol.... thank you for such a good story

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all i wont is a BIG bear hug........ is that really too much to ask for?
:iconakumaookamirei:
You're very welcome.

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"C'era una volta un uomo
Con gli occhi verso la luna
E si chiedeva:
"Verra presto l'amore?"
E che altro esiste
In un cuore gelato?
Tranne il pensiero
Di un assassinio molto silenzioso."


Interlude II: Un Assassinio Molto Silenzioso
~Kamelot
:iconred14lilli:
YAY!!

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all i wont is a BIG bear hug........ is that really too much to ask for?
:iconhoneysuckle-san:
Thank you very much for the :+fav:
:w00t!:

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"Est quaedam vera lex, naturae congruens, diffusa in omnes, constans, sempiterna" - Cícero.
:iconred14lilli:
anytime.... your great at what you do

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all i wont is a BIG bear hug........ is that really too much to ask for?
:iconcricket796:
Thanks so much for all the faves! :hug:

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:iconred14lilli:
any time..... i love ur work

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all i wont is a BIG bear hug........ is that really too much to ask for?

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